So I have tried many times to continuously maintain a blog but for one reason or another, I start to fade away from them. I think over the past few weeks and months, I've had a lot bottled up inside and I need to find ways to express them and get them our of me. Anyways, my week has been pretty stressful. I've on my 20 something straight day of work. It feels like I am married to my job and she is a very jealous bitch. I really can't complain I guess; a lot of people are not fortunate enough to have a job in these rough economic times.
I've been trying to find ways to have some kind of a life when I am away from the job. I started buying books (which I usually never open), started writing poetry, and even started whoring myself out on a few dating sites. All of these steps, is just my way of trying to become normalized. Most people seem to have their routines and I still feel like I'm lacking that in my life. Anyways, to keep it semi-short, I am really trying to find ways to restructure my life and build something beautiful. I know this post seems like I'm complaining a lot but I'm really just trying to fix myself. I feel like I'm broken, lonely and on a route to no where...
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